Wow!

I’m a 66 year old female who hasn’t worked for 17 years because of a disability. I live on Social Security and in Public Housing. I’ve been working on finding a Friday Night Essence for a couple months now and all I come up with that I am passionate about is making cards and jewelry. These are more of a craft and I have tried to think of things involved that I could teach or tools to create to make these things easier. But it seems that I don’t come up with anything unique. I’ve read so much of the packages that I dream about things like last night’s dream in which a kind of scruffy looking guy I’d seen around was the person chosen to lead the country as the person running for president for the new party of Neothink Ideas! I talked to him and as I was hearing his ideas he became more and more tidy looking! But that doesn’t seem to give me any plans. I read in one of your letters with the packages that you’ve had street people who turned themselves around working with this. I’m not in the street but definitely down there. The times when I paid for the packages it came out of my food money and the Food Bank isn’t helping me eat right for my diabetes, that’s for sure. I just wonder what will help me make a leap to the play of working. Maybe I need to learn some investing to get enough ahead to get my computer hooked up instead of doing this from the library and to get a car again to be able to get places when the bus doesn’t run. Your thoughts?