Witnessing what you are teaching before being informed…

First of all, I want to express my honest gratitude to you of the Neothink Society. I first “got a hold of” the Neothink Manual some years ago, and it has helped me immeasurably. Upon receiving my first heirloom package, I put all existing beliefs aside so as to openly absorb this material as fully as possible. I have found on numerous occasions that an instance would happen in my daily life, to which that evening I would read of it (after experiencing it). I am interested in joining an existing “Clubhouse” really local to me, I have also known when I meet another member… I know this, they know this, it is an unspoken understanding which I greatly appreciate. Looking back a few months ago, when I first started into your level of existence, I remember my mind felt like going into over-drive, to where I would visualize new and exiting ways to create values, while I was currently physically creating values. I have spent this entire summer of 2010 re-developing my inner happiness. I set aside my income in order to throw myself fully into understanding all of the knowledge that you at the Neothink Society are sharing with me now, and in doing so, I seem to have temporarily misplaced my motivational drive. My question is: would my personal safety be at risk during these “clubhouse meetings”??