Why Me?

First of all – Thank you! I am finding all of this fascinating and of tremendous value. Also, much of this is not a shock to me; but, rather, what should be. I am excited for the journey!

While I am experiencing difficulty in identifying my FNE, I’m considering the difficulty arises from my not really having experienced happiness. I am actively searching! My initial question, especially following 2 readings of the first package I received and 1 each of the 2 following packages, is this: How and why was I chosen as an individual of great promise worthy of the invitation? What was seen in me to engender that invitation?

Thank you.