Where do I go from here?

Thanks Steve for taking this comment and providing feedback.
I’ve just turned 67 years young and I’m in great health and currently semi-retired. I now only work at my given trade when I choose to and that is both a great place to be and at the same time it’s kind of lonely. I’ve been in my craft/trade profession for forty-three years and for the most part I’ve really loved the work, excitement, watching my creativeness bloom through commercial construction, and the pride in seeing a job well done.
For many months I’ve been reading the quite lengthy NeoThink volumes and I’m nearly finished with volume three. They are quite intriguing and captivating to say the least. Mr. Hamilton has done a tremendous job of researching and compiling the mass of information contained therein.
I’m semi-retired and I’ve been single for twenty-five years. Currently I’m at a crossroad in my life. Recently while listening to a motivational CD the question was asked, “What is your lifetime goals?” You know what, I didn’t have an answer or goals. My life has been so absorbed in my lifetime career I’ve forgotten to create or pursue any other goals. Have you ever felt lost? That’s kind of where I’m at presently. I have a few traveling options that I’m experiencing now but it seems kind of futile when I consider returning home to mowing the grass or just taking a motorcycle ride for a few days. I feel quite out of sorts with my creative self from working.
My Friday-Night Essence for many years was the fire sprinkler industry and commercial construction I’ve been involved with. That is the job that I would really do (for a short time) even if I wasn’t paid for it. I really miss the interaction with my former employees and the overall daily interaction of the other tradesmen.
A couple of family members and I are in an ‘out of sorts relationship’ and it makes things a little difficult. I guess I’m looking for some suggestions/directions/options on my life right now. If I fail to pull my life together in the next few weeks/months I’m not sure what will happen to my mental/emotional well being. I’m encouraged by watching the first secret meeting and with a hopeful heart hereby welcome your feedback. Paul W.