vaule producer vs value creator

I have been employed with the some company for 24 years, over that time I have tried to maintain the same level of activity, creativity, assertivness. It has just been recently that I have started seeing the results of that effort. I believe I may have been an integrated thinker before I knew what that meant. I am going thru some changes in my life that will enable me to really persue the value creating I am capable of. It is obvious to me that I need to go back to re-read the the books in greater detail to fully reap the messages contained within there bindings