Value production VS value creation

I’m 63 years old and have had a lot of jobs in my time, most of which I have really enjoyed. I enjoy producing and giving value. That is what has made me feel of value. I’ve been better than, if not the best in almost every job I’ve had. I’ve made a lot of people happy, and made a lot of money for people over the years (not myself,which I don’t understand). SO, I believe I have been creating value, but don’t seem to be reaping the lasting rewards !
Also in reading your literiture you said that purchasing the 3 manuals was ALL that was required to learn “the secrets”, and now you say that I have to pay 30.00 per month to get the “REAL SECRETS” ?????
I have not read all of the books but parts of each (3000 pages is a lot for me to read) You keep hinting at, or suggesting that my life will change as a result of just reading the material (what I have read I do understand and believe in). However, I don’t see of feel any changes !