tip of the ice berg

Mr. Hamilton first, I must say it feels extremely exciting even a bit intimidating knowing I finally can express my thoughts to you.I have struggled internally with a question I have asked my self since I read the second heirloom sent to me. During my child hood I always would make some sort of a small daily venture, maybe it would be selling my sisters clothing, my fathers materials or selling some silly action I would do at school for money. Now I remember how you stated that merely everything must include business. maybe my FNE is business or arts. My question was partially answered in the post meeting 5 min video but I guess, my question actually is that, from child hood could my drive to make money or sell something could have come from my young mind absorbing from the anti civilization all the anti talk and stress for money my parents were so worried about, so I was trying to create what I needed to survive and not doing what I love?