the trap

by integrating my thoughts and actions in daily life,i see and feel trapped in regular society,my potentials are restricted.
i know about the neothink society and starting a congrigation.the answers to most of my questions came to me through the questions and answers in level one training (un-related questions at that)
the conundrum being faced is the battle against outside forces. this process is not easy. you say i should play. happiness is achieved in many ways. euphoria is hard to hold on to. escape from current life styles is eminent. By grasping creativity wealth is told to follow. my patience is weary