Thank you, thank you, thank you for choosing me, I feel honored

Hi Mr. Hamilton I am 79 years young, I am not working so I cannot apply the material to a job. I want to start my own business but live on a limited income. I sacrificed to get the books. I don’t know how but I will somehow pay the monthly fee for the Web Site. I feel blessed to have been chosen by you and for you to be my mentor. I so much want to become a value creator and to live for eternity. My children are all grown and there is probably one person in my family that I can share this with, how do I share it with that person? I am a female. Where do I start? And I would love to start a Neothink church in my town if there is not one already here. I know I was chosen because you saw great potential in me, help me to see that great potential. I some how feel that I am not progressing as fast as I would like to. What Can I do. I am reading the last of the three books. I received it last week this will be my second week on it. Thank you, thank you, thank you for choosing me, I feel honored.