Something Happened!!!~

From my youth until my mid twenties, I had it all. Everything I wanted, all I had to do was call for it. I wasn’t rich, but let’s just say I had a very, very, very comfortable lifestyle. All of sudden, one night I went to bed having everything, and the very next morning I had nothing.( I call this: waking up in the twilight zone_) Starting at 5:00 a.m. I had absolutely nothing. Within 24hrs I became broke, homeless, and hungry. Something in my life had drastically changed. This was 15 years ago. I still have not fully recovered. I went from having very successful, long relationships, to short lived, chaotic relationships, to one failed marriage, and I am now currently in a marriage that is failing. In saying all of this, I have not yet recovered what I lost. In this time I received four invites into the society. The first invite, I just did not pay any attention to it, although it stayed on my mind a lot. The second invite, I read out of curiosity because it never left my mind from the first invite, but still did not accept it for unknown reasons, I just did not accept it. The third invite, I just did not accept it, although I wanted to, but I thought, this is to good to be true, like yeah right! But the fourth invite, I said what the heck, let’s do this!!! I accepted the invite, and upon acceptance I felt like a part of me came back. Now, after reading and attending my first meeting, I am glad I accepted the invitation. Thank you so much for not giving up on me in my indecisiveness. I am hopeful to gain more knowledge and wisdom in making myself complete again. I really don’t know what happened, but apparently I needed the other key to wisdom to unlock my success once again. Maybe the key I used before had run it’s course. I am looking forward to my next meeting. Let’s do this!!!~