Second Time Around

Just listened to the Level One Secret Meeting a second time for a fresh perspective and to add some updates. We need to find joy in life and we do that by finding work that allows us to play, or at least makes us feel like it’s play. That is the FNE. I am unemployed and job searching but in this time off I have taken metaphysical energy healing seminars that provide training and I am taking steps to do this professionally – at least on the side – for fun and money and see where it goes! I have also started a book (and have several in my head) and once I have steady income coming in I’ll start building blocks around my mini-days to move me forward on this as well. I do believe that “doing what you love” does bring joy and and unbridled source of energy from creator that drives us through. I also believe that this pure source can promote perfect health and believe this will continue to support me on my journey to heal my body from HIV – which I have always connected with collective shame. It has been my dream for many years now to heal myself and show the world how it’s done. So I’m excited and hopeful that as I move more towards joy (FNE) that I will naturally gravitate towards health and well-being.

I also got this time around that making a point to value and appreciate people is important. Just as children grow up and that special time is lost, parents get old too and their time left (for now) dwindles and they could be taken at any time (as we all could). So having finished my 5step in recovery, I’m looking forward to some open, mature, wonderful conversations with my parents and brother over the holidays.

Looking forward to the next meeting.