really starting from zero up

HELLO MR.HARMON,Thank you for the opportunity you are giving me.At this time I have Only a van to sleep in and some friends that recently had to help me out with money since i just lost my job a week ago.in January I lost my home of 28yrs.Its a long story so I wont go into that at this time.I did have enough to buy the four books you offered me (barely).Im a little confuse with mini-day,friday night essence,but very intrigue with TVP and the CHURCH OF GOD MEN.Because im homeless,most of the time .Its hard to find a computer or a place to plug my home computerI dont have a laptop.All my belongings are in storage and in jeopardy of loosing them if I dont find a job fast.So as much as i would like to join the website,I dont have the money.I believe strongly in what you are doing.At one time I thought the only way to get rid of the government was with a revolution and I was willing to fight.Now I think your way is safer.I have always been the type of person to ask “why do we have to follow something that is hurting more than helping”.In religion,something never felt right about what they said.I always knew there was something wrong.Thank you for clearing that for me.Thats all for now.I probably wont be seeing a reply since I cant afford the neothink society website.So until next month,if I can get to a computer.keep up the good work.