PLAY Integration

I’m 62, and in bad health due to an accident in 99, and the resulting arthritic complications, etc. I’ve pretty much wasted my 62 years doing nothing but productive labor- not creation at all. It’s left me with NO Friday night essense at all, just escapism. My interests, although seldom engaged in any longer, are hypnosis, martial arts, reflexology, quantum touch healing, chi development in tai chi, qi qong, etc., EFT, magic (the tricks and illusion kind- not evil), and internet- learning. I want to start a business ONLINE due to my health now, that is beginning with a blog called Neo-Life, and have divisions of health, finances, mental, etc. under he heading of life improvement or a “new life”. Any and all featured articles, posts,etc. With my links to business etc. I’m learning how to use a lot of different online techniques, etc. to build business, but haven’t started yet, because I need to make enough cash to get me started. My health caused me to retire early, leaving me with social security for now- and only less than half what I WAS to get- $750 for the month. I’m looking into some things I can do online part time to build extra cash to get my business going- and then have many ways to expand it. I am feeling more and more daily like this building this business is my PLAY. I haven’t played in so long- after working daylight to dark 7 days a week for the last 40 years, I can’t even remember playing much. Integration?- That is about it- finally maybe coming to the realization that I want to build an online business focused on helping others have a “neo-life”.. (I borrowed the neo for new part- sounded interesting.)
I’m looking forward to this year. I use to pretend I could control weather, etc. with my mind– and after my many years, I still feel that the mind is much more powerful than given credit for.. and there are lots of possibilities in developing it and the power it holds- for more than just “thinking”.