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As a teenager, I was on my way through my friday-night essence. All through grammar school after that first art class I took in 4th grade, throughout highschool and of course during those summer vacations, I was one to draw what I saw, creating itself on paper, almost as if tracing. Soon after I would be the creator of those drawings. I would think about what I would want to create and just see itself being created in my mind’s eye. Before I get into this, let me just let you know I didn’t attempt to have or make friends nor did I feel left out. I was always haninging out with my cousins. So, one summer, I made a few friends and they would come pick me up to head out and go skateboarding. I did grow a passion for this and soon after left drawing. Last thing I drew was on my first skateboard and I feel it to be very symbolic of that lost friday-night essence. I gave up skateboarding to go onto massage and grew a joy for it. It is my form of making art and giving value to civilization through healing and teaching how to avoid injury, of which I myself am still learning and growing. I now have to friday-night essences that I would love to work on and will definitely do. That of which are massage, learning the basics, anatomy, and clinical massage techniques and going back to what was once my friday-nigh essence when I was young, which is in the arts, starting with drawing. When those thoughts come into my mind, they bring great joy of just what I can become in only a year. And for me to think of that joy growing a multiplied amount with the integrated knowlege I gain from them daily, I could not imagine how extremely motivating those can become and creating an explosion of life itself in themselves.