Not sure why

I think I might have got started a little too soon,just finished the second manuscript. I got the 3 manuscript on 1-6-2016,have not started to read it yet, but I will get into it soon. going through a lot right now, just went through my second surgery for Melanoma and it is very hard too stay focused right now with all the pain meds. I am on and all the appointments I have ,I trying to stay off the meds. but not easy right now, hope it gets better soon. Just got your letter today about the secret meetings (1-14-2015) I guess I got a little ahead of myself . I would really like to know how was I chosen for Neothink ? I am very grateful for being chosen and am learning a lot.I have also, with what I have learned so far with Neothink, identified what value it would provide to others. I want to know the who, what, where, when, why and how I was chosen. And also what the Society is anticipating or expecting from me. Please elaborate beyond generalization. Sometimes I can’t help but wonder if you have the wrong Ronald A. S