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I have read through the bulk of all three manuscripts. I enjoyed manuscript number three. The story line was easy to follow and help me to find out that I have been doing some of what is described in the process manuscripts.
I am still reading through section titled “God-man”. I am a avid follower of living forever. I would be happy and I am happy when I am playing. Sometimes I have to stop for a while and deal with the ever present adult problems. I move to remove the adult items and I go back to what I would call playing.
My life was not the best growing up. I am one of 5 children. My parent did there best to keep all me and my other siblings taken care of and happy.
I joined the Navy to see if I could improve my life. Yes, it did.
Now I am 50 years old. I thought I would continue in my humdrum life. Then the first of many letters arrived. I thought life provably many here thought. This might not be on the up and up. So, I took the chance. Now Three manuscripts, I believe there is a better life to live.
I know the wealth might not come to me as quick as some think it will, but I am game to follow this till the end of he process. I am a person who doesn’t give easily.

Question: I read in the first letter that I was chosen, it made feel welcome into this society. I still ask why me a poor person with no real set in life was chosen for such a high honor?

I hope with future lessons I will find the answers.

Thank you for allowing me to be apart of what will be the greatest adventure in my life.