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I must admit that I am somewhat overwhelmed. I am still struggling to find my Friday-Night Essence. I am still reading through the materials as I am not a very fast reader and sometimes have difficulty comprehending, (the thousands of pages of text), what I just read. I know that the text is written in code through the modernized stories, is there a reason I am not able to decipher such messages? Is it possible that I am trying “too” hard to understand?