meeting 1 thoughts and questions

I think I am kind of over-whelmed with all of this. I was very excited when I read all of the books,but quite a bit of time has elapsed and I don’t remember a lot of it. I need to read it again. And then “life” takes over and I get distracted from where I was headed with much time elapsing again. Help! my Friday nite essence? I have never had a Friday nite “shut down” time. What is that! I’m a nurse,maybe that explains it.
I am a 61 year young divorced mom of 2 grown boys having raised them on my own for the second half of their lives, not seeing retirement for many many more years. I NEED some wealth, excitement, and happiness very badly.