making my friday night essence a reality.

HI,FIRST OF ALL I’M VERY GLAD AND EXITED TO BE IN THESE MEETINGS I KNOW WHAT ONE OF MY FRIDAY NIGHT ESSENCES ARE AND I HAVE ALREADY SEEN THE FINAL STAGE OF MY FIRST GOAL.IVE SEEN IT AS IF I ALREADY HAVE ACHIEVED IT AND AT THE SAME TIME FELT WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE TO OF ACHIEVED IT.THERE I AM VERY POSITIVE AND THE FEELINGS THAT COME WITH IT REALLY MAKE ME OVERLY EXITED.EVEN WHEN I STOP THINKING OF IT I’M STILL SO HAPPY MY CHEEK BONES ACTUALLY GET SORE FROM SMILING IF ANYBODY WAS AROUND ME WHEN I THINK OF IT THEY WOULD THINK I’M GOING MAD. NOW MY GOAL TAKES LOTS OF MONEY,I’M TALKING ABOUT MILLIONS AND ONCE I’M THERE I KNOW MY FUTURE GOALS WILL BE REACHED EVEN FASTER.ITS JUST GETTING THOSE FIRST MILLIONS THAT’S THE HOLD UP.
I KNOW THE CAVALRY ISN’T COMING OVER THE HILL AND ITS ALL ON ME AND IVE ALREADY GOT 2 WEBSITES UP AND RUNNING WHILE LEARNING NEW STUFF AS I GO.BUT THIS IS MY PROBLEM,WHEN I THINK ABOUT MAKING THE MONEY FROM THE WEBSITES SO THAT I CAN GET STARTED ON MY ACTUAL FRIDAY NIGHT ESSENCE I DON’T GET THAT SAME FEELING AND SO FAR I’M NOT MAKING ANY PROGRESS AND ITS BEEN 2 MONTHS.BUT WHEN I STILL THINK OF MY FRIDAY NIGHT ESSENCE WHICH IS TO BYE A PLOT OF GROUND IN A NEARBY AREA AND BUILD A WHOLE LOT OF HOUSES ON IT I CAN STILL SEE THE END RESULT AND IT REALLY GETS ME EXITED.I HAVE BEEN TELLING MYSELF FOR A LONG TIME THAT NOBODY IS GOING TO BYE THAT GROUND ,ITS MEANT FOR ME AND ALL THOSE FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS ABOUT THE END RESULT ARE VERY POSITIVE.I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET THOSE SAME FEELINGS AND POSITIVITY WHEN IT COMES TO THE START UP MONEY MAKING WAYS IVE CHOSEN.I DON’T KNOW IF I SHOULD HANG IN THERE UNTIL I HAVE BEEN THREW A COUPLE OF MONTHS OF MEETINGS BECAUSE I WILL BE A LOT WISER WITH THE KNOWLEDGE FROM THESE MEETINGS AND THEN I CAN FIND WAYS TO MAKE THEM WORK FOR ME.OR SHOULD I FIND A NEW WAY TO MAKE THE CAPITOL I NEED ?THOSE ARE THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD RIGHT NOW.
BUT AS FAR AS NEOTHINK GOES THERE I HAVE NO DOUBT ,THIS IS DEFINITELY WHERE I BELONG. THANK YOU.