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I have been forced out of work after 30 years of service due to health problems.. I have been retired and on gov’t. disability for 4 years. I was released from the hospital a few weeks ago and sent home with oxygen for lung failure,—COPD. There is nothing more I would like to do than find my Friday Night Essence and get started in a euphori direction. I would like my life to mean something and a legacy for my son. I feel like I’m stuck in the rut of the mysticism world and have very little to offer. You have written me a couple of times stating that after power-thinking my potential, that I stood out head and shoulders above the crowd, right now I see it as an impossibility. I don’t know what I have to offer you and the thought of keeping up in my health condition is overwhelming, but I’ll give it a try.