Level-1 Thought’s and question’s

I would like to thank Mark Hamilton and all at Neothink for having me a part of the Society. Since I was young I have known thier is more to life, I have looked at everything around me and seen how much the anticivilization controls our lives and trap’s us in stagnation. Having this relivation so young has made me feel alone, and has played a big part of my ongoing battle against depresion and frustrasion. Depresion that robs me of motivation. All I have read and learned from the Neothink and the Society leads me to belive im not the only one, yet it is hard to scrape off the (gupe) and depresion enough to fully benifit from the meetings and the material. How can I help take away the gloom, so the truth and motivation of Neothink’s light may fully penitrate my life?