Level 1 integration

When I read the first heirloom package, I immediately felt tha tI had found the key to moving foward with and in my life. The principles you discuss are definitely something I need to do to find the momentum and my Friday-night essence.

However, in my work, I find that I become more and more entrenched in the anticivilization and cannot seem to find a way around this. Is this normal to have this feeling? And, if so, what can I do to start breaking of this routine-rut?

Thank you.