lets get it on

i have been trying to get from my job to my own business for the last 20 years i have ran into some people who have ripped me off for a lot of money and i got stuck with nothing all i wanted was my own business so when i see the local meetings and congregations i get excited because i know i can achieve some goals through this avenue and i would be willing to be a leader in my area and to meet with my peers i am 58 years young and i just wanted the road blocks moved so that i can soar. i did get a fantastic offer 2 weeks ago i turn it down because of my past experiences but now it haunts me that i should have tried it. i was not ready for that one and also it would help if i who is married had a partner who would help me but he enjoys working for others and i want my own business i never want to be treated the way i have been treated on my job i work for the usps. thanks for inviting me to the group i want to leave my mark in society