Integration. Cont

Yesterday I posted some comments on level 1. I wanted to leave a few more sentences. I had talked about my childhood and how it had affected me. My parents were dirt poor. They had eight children, me being the eldest. I did learn alot in those days, especially from my mother. She was very psychic and knew if people were going to get in a wreck or die or whatever. I became very aware of her sensitivity by the time I was ten years old. She was a doer and her husband, my father was not very ambitious. She tried to make up for it. She would have been a great ss person. She taught me about looking at the big picture. She even said it was like a puzzle. So these ideas were rooted in my brain before I ever left home. I just didn’t know what to do about them. How to make the puzzle pieces all fit together. Anyway, I am applying what I am learning and using a little of what my mother taught me. My mother was a great writer and poet also. I miss her a lot and she left our earth way to early from Lupus. She worked hard on the farm and made our life as good as she could. She just had a lot of work to do.If my father could have matched her ambition, they could have had a good life together. I wish we could have lived in the city.
We could have had it easier. Learned more.
Thanks
Karen McE.