Integrating

Iam excited and honored to be a part of this. They say timing is everything, is it? Well it has everything to do with everything that happens to us, to an extent. From the creation of our physical (not to mention spiritual) selves in our mothers wombs to hopefully immortality. Sometimes we just happen to be in the right place at the right time, yet other times we miss out. I have been a procrastinator, letting things outside of myself take me away from self leading myself. Last night I gathered myself together and pushed past the self made perhaps learnt, psychological block of perfection where I felt if I couldn’t put into practice what I had learned, I wouldn’t move on. No, it was a determination I set for myself. I came to the conclusion that I didn’t have to complete all steps as read, that not continuing would somehow hurt bringing out my true essence, who I am meant to be. I managed to get more reading done and set up myself mini days based on something I’ve always wanted to do. As I listened and read through the meeting, I got a sense of how excited I would be to wake up to what I set in place. To wake up and PLAY, learn and grow. I will be going over this lesson a few more times as suggested. I will also be sure to catch up on my reading where I left off in heirloom package 2 Self leader. I have also Read a bit into the third heirloom package. I have to say that about 10 years ago I had received a package similar to the third heirloom package. I was kind of surprised to see that after all those years, I continued to get invitations until I relented and here I am today. Thank you again! I had lost my job while reading the Self Leader section than all my attention focused and is still mostly focused on MAINTAINING my finances to pay the bills (ie: looking for another job) I know that working with my Friday Night Essence will be the ultimate and only job I will ever want. Are there any members in my area whome I can work for/with as opposed to finding a physical ended job as my moneymaking mini day?
I have found most fascinating in the the first heirloom the method of how to save/transfer ones essence into another physical body etc. I am looking forward to learning more about how immortality project is playing out! Thank you !