I am very intrigued by Neothink

I am a 56 year old woman and have been unemployed for exactly one year. I have used this past year to regroup, take classes and coaching for improved skills. I am still looking for my “Friday night essence”. I am hoping to work for myself. I am very intrigued by Neothink and have read most of the material provided. I plan to go back to review the exercises and begin creating mini-days etc this month. I wasn’t expecting meetings to be online. Will the 12 months of free meetings also include meetings in person? I look forward to meeting fellow Neothink members. One more question, why is this so secret?
Thank you!