How to begin?

I am excited, and have been for about two weeks, about finding my friday night eccense.
Although, I am having a difficulty moving into implementation. One reason is I do not have the monetary resources to begin a business. I am trying to find avenues to finance the business. For example, earing money from other skills and resouces available to me, which will cost less money to implement. However, this route discourages me, because I would rather be working directly on my eccesne.

Secondly, I am not relating how to define the main purpose’s are for my business. Or, for that matter, what should be my mini-days. I do not understand why this not clear to me.

I wonder if this is a normal problem, and what it will take for me to start the process of intergated thinking?

Is there any guidance you could provide me to help have a strong start and direction toward implementing physical actions?

Thank You,
Michael Fargiorgio