Hello Mr. Hamilton and other new members.

Hello Mr. Hamilton and other new members. I just finished the first meeting and am looking forward to the next. Mr. Hamilton, my deepest condolences go out to you regarding your father. I was shocked at this news. I am sure he is an integrated part of the C of U now in a big way. I’ll admit the timing of NeoTech being introduced to me has been very interesting as I was in the midst of doing some very serious soul searching about life since two very important events that took place earlier this year and at the end of last year: the birth of my first child (a boy) in February and a dream I had at the end of Dec 2008 that my client passed away of a heart attack, which turned out to be a simultaneous reality. I guess I’m still trying to figure out how to explain this dream in non-mystical terms as I had a vision of him being carried out on a stretcher with his mourning family standing there with paramedics in a home unfamiliar to me (it turns out this home was most likely the family’s new vacation home in New Hampshire which I had never seen in person, only in my dream of his passing; his wife is taking it very hard so I haven’t had the opportunity to visit the home yet to see if it’s the one I saw in my dream). Since being invited to join the Secret Society, I have studied the books in great detail and have spent countless hours trying to figure out my Friday Night Essence to no avail. I’ll admit I’m a bit frusturated since I was up many late nights after my wife and baby went to sleep reading the literature and having spent many more hours thinking about my still unknown Friday Night Essence during my rather lengthy commute (2 hours a day). I’ve always been a very hard, honest worker, and now at the age of 32 continue to work hard in my current career hoping I’m not wasting my efforts on something that’s not really my passion. I wouldn’t say I’m stuck in a dead-end rut like many people since in my current career I get to determine my own destiny financially as it is very entrepreneurial in nature. There are some aspects of what I do now that I enjoy very much and others not, so therin lies my confusion about whether my Friday Night Essence is some extension of what I currently do or something completely different. I do have several other passions in life. I am hoping things will finally be clarified for me over these next 12 months. I have many more questions so I’m going to join the Clubhouse now to see if I can gain some insights from Senior Members. Good luck to all. I look forward to seeing you on the other side.