From a clooged mind to a very higly creative positive value creation mind!

Hi,I am 22 years old now.All my life I was bogged down in my way of thinking and observing life AS IS…after being introduced to NEOTHINK…at age of 18 I BELIEVE…I am assuring you that I know can write a book of SOO MUCH creative ideas that I would like to introduce in mankind.I must admit,for example, that I do not have the funds,along with VARIOUS other aspects(knowledge,ect) nor some of these things I cannot do alone……I desire the aid to bring all of these(or as much as my life permits)to introduce it to mankind.My ideas range from technology(which is primary for me as computer engineer/IT),to food,services,utility ect…This level one meeting closed the spark in my creativity or should I say locked it in my mind……how could this be happening you would say!!!!!!I would reply by assuring me that the VALUE CREATION IS ON A GRAND SCALE,being me THAT WANT TO BRING TO MANKIND(especially like I said before in the technology,for exp).An exp can be Mr.Bill Gates and his accomplishments.Many of these ideas from my mind are for life changing actions in mankind.I always wanted to create values………even since the age of 5 when I said to myself…”I want to become a computer scientist”…..fast forward to today’s time……THIS WILL BE MY PRIMARY STEP FOR VALUE CREATION ON A GRAND SCALE…………..AND I CANNOT WAIT ONE BIT…..even of my young age,economic limitations,ect… I WILL NOT STOP AT NOTHING TO INTRODUCE THIS TO MANKIND…….I WANT TO BECOME THE ONE TO INTRODUCE IT(of course as well as with the aid of others when the time comes WITH CREDITS FOR THEM AS WELL).This also goes hand in hand with my Friday Night Essence(I speak on how I am feeling)…but all thoughts aside I have to many positive values to create and this is starting to bring me some conflict in learning NEO TECH(EVEN WHILE READING MY BOOKS,MEETINGS,ECT),somehow implementing my creative ideas,and my current life as it stands.(to much to bargain with and starting to loose a bit control in controlling each).When learning neo tech,somehow every now and then”some creative thought comes in my mind and I loose some focus in my learning of “neo tech”,i get a positive feeling and exhilarating happiness and loose even more focus on what I am doing WHILE READING NEO TEC DURING the day/night).For this meeting in the initiation of my strong but ambitious plans for implementing my vast but creative values for mankind.It seems like if you really can HAVE,BE,OR DO Anything and Everything people want to become or be.I will live to say the day of all my value creations as well as others members(even the high level members as well).I await for the next levels in the future for MY PERSONAL FINAL PHASE that goes in conjunction with NEOTHINK……