Friday night essence

1-Hi! I am very exited about taking this journey and a little afraid too. Is that normal?

Fear has been my only companion for many years. Too long to explain now, but I may post a comment later on, on the website about it. I want to overcome fear and I hope you can show me how.
I am not a chicken though!, I am very brave when I am under pressure. Like when I had to decide between to come to this Country or just stay home with my dad in Argentina.

2- About my Friday night essence; I have at least three.

a-ART: For some reason, that I don’t know, I have a talent with drawing (lead pencil drawing) I’ve been drawing in my younger times using techniques I thought were my own creation but when I went to take courses I found out that those techniques were already established, which, it made me wonder because I had no way to know those techniques from anybody before. That was the first wow! I felt about myself.

b-BUSINESS: I know, somewhere, I have talent for business. When I first started in my actual job I was a receptionist and the filing clerk. I was not good at the reception area because of my English so they put me to work only as the filing clerk.
Working as a filing clerk I started to put pieces of puzzle together. That was long before Neothink got into my life…I just didn’t know that, what I was doing, was putting pieces of puzzle together (integrating). I self though everything about HIPAA regulations, State fees for copy of medical records, legal procedures, etc. Within three years I became the Medical Records Director ( no education background whatsoever… just a little course to become a librarian assistant, coding books and cataloging them ). Now, I even bring money into the company. I have my own billing process for copies of records. I also help my boss with legal issues, such as, helped him to win a case that Medicaid Title xix (the government) had against him. They wanted 20,000 dollars in reimburses. I prove them wrong and my boss could settle for only 5,000 which, I keep telling him he shouldn’t have to pay either. They love me there and they don’t want to let me go. But…the problem is …I got to the top of everything and now I cannot grow anymore. I love challenges and that job does not challenge me anymore.
So how can I get away from a job I am the only one who knows how to do it, without feeling I am disappointing him? I am very loyal to him. He became my mentor somehow. I am grateful to him because he gave me an opportunity that not even in my country was offered.
So how do I jump out of that?

What type of business do I have in my dreams? I have at least two that keep my mind distracted, day dreaming and almost obsessed. 1- This is my hot spot. I really, really want to have a soccer school. and 2- I really, really would love to flip houses. Those two are the ones that bring my blood to boil. Literally.
I know the soccer school it may not be what Neo-think classifies as a valid business for creation of values for humanity, but, it is my dream.

3- About beauty: Neothink always mention how important is to be fit. That, by nature, man always look to breed with better species.
Ok! Here is the thing….I am not attractive and I do not fit into the description of the ideal type for anybody…I am short…and I am overweight. The overweight thing I can take care of… but….the attractive and the short situation… I cannot. So… How do I fit into the Neothink standards of perfection and attractiveness?
Thanks for reading!
Andrea