Former Rebel without a Cause

Well, as my Post Title reveals, throughout my life, I’ve always deeply felt, the essential “wrongness” of the anticivilization I’ve been born into. I’ve had to reject organized religion, government for the “politically agendacized” ego-justiced crowd and I’ve paid dearly for it. I’ve always been Spiritually aware but not until I received your 1st letter that I finally felt, on a profound level, there were others on this planet with similar thoughts and feelings. Neothink offers me the way out of the quagmire. Before I read Ms. Annabelle’s story, I had hit rock-bottom financially and emotionally. You’re right. I have nowhere to go but up. I was never a party animal and although I LOVE people, writing, teaching, alternative medicine and music, I stopped doing these things because it became too painful to keep fighting against the “establishment” alone. I have a couple of degrees and I excelled at what I did professionally because I was a creative thinker and I had GUTS. I deeply related to the antagonism that Ms. Anabelle was up against. I have a very good work ethic and am unstoppable when my motivation is fired up. I’m looking forward to regaining my former self, stop fighting and fearing and start playing at being a value creator again. How can you help me recapture the love in all my relationships? My love of my life, my husband, and I are separated for now.