First meeting

Dear Sir. This is great, I never could find the first meeting and thought I had been left behind, but Alas, connection. Many thoughts are swirling around in my mind like a yard full of leaves on a windy day. With prior military and other leadership positions I have tasted integration and what I call foreword thinking. However, my current employer assigns specialty positions, (but I cheat when I can). Normally its stagnation and value production but I express my creation whenever I can. This gives me personal rewards and compliments by others. Perhaps here is what you call adult/child play. It provides happiness and satisfaction. I can see the world as this fake illusion especially this country and our leaders. The stock market portrays a false picture for investors. The real market is behind the scenes which I am trying to learn. The dark forces and shadow government are trying to bring about a new World Order. I say, let that Order be filled with the creative minds of The Society. Life can only get better, for all, after that! Forgive me, but I am unable to articulate a question at this time. But, I would like to shout to the heavens that I am finally here. Thank you for accepting me.