Euphoria
July 9, 2010 by tdomf_25e5a
Filed under Integrations
I’ve created the beginning of an empire before and during the reading of my first heirloom package. Sadly, my husband doesn’t want anything to do with it and will not read with me or discuss anything with me. He enjoys the business I’ve created with him in mind.
I love to sing and my heart fills with euphoria when music plays of any kind. I have a You Tube channel, ur1woman, that attests to that.
I’ve been playing at life for some time now. Why does the material make sense to me but not my husband when I feel like it has been a part of me since the very beginning?
I feel that I am special and that I was destined to do great things. My grandpa Ted used to tell me that if I could conceive it in my mind then I could achieve it in my life.
My husband doesn’t believe that I’m special in the previous mentioned ways. My studies of a lifeless environment with soil tells me that I’m not far off with the solution to immortality.
I’ve never been totally encompassed in the Bible as I have always felt it was a book of code written by men before. They speak of a garden containing the fountain of immortal life. I know that to create such a fountain I must first recreate that environment of the garden of life.
I believe my studies will lead to that fountain of immortality provided that I’m not distracted nor my studies interferred with.
I recently had to change my college schedule to place me on the college campus because doing online classes at home allowed my husband to interfere with my time too much.
I’ve struggled to maintain financing for my college education to continue. I really need that environment to succeed in the next six months to one year with my quest. Getting financial assistance at this time is becoming almost impossible for me at this time.
My husband says that I tend to be a recluse and isolate myself to much. Right now I feel that it is the most critical time for me to find the answer to immortality and therefore I don’t like to be bothered and only want to focus on my goals. Is that against the Neothink way?
