Are we destined to be more then we think we can be??

Are we destined to be more then we think we can be?? I’m thinking I have truly held myself back from insecurity and laziness! I have many talents and successes which I consider great because of the fact of empowering many, but the monetary rewards were not so much there and I did not care! Now at almost 55 and pretty much starting over , I’m having to rethink so much! Friday night essence seems to be elusive to me with so many things I love to do in life! I think I’m a bit complicated with my crazy background!!