Apprentice

I am 69 years old i only read the Miss Anabel chapter and just looked through the books i am busy working full time and trying to do business at the same time i am an electrician i would of been depth free, but i meet a women about 7 years ago that i am helping i thought she had the potential to stand on her own after listening to her i tried several times to help start her own business she is an license hair specialist she always an have excuse i am moving away slowly i want to find more time to read the books i have an insight after listening to first lesson of immortality but how to get their, i heard you said the books have to be read i will have to try and find the time. i need some direction.