Advanced Beginning

Hello Mr. Hamilton !!!!
Beginning I say, because I am now on a new path, a journey well detoured by you, I hope, who will help me become the man I always wanted to be. I want to be short, then I’ll get to my questions.
Before I obtained your books, and without knowing about your strategies and guidelines, I have tried something similar on my own, and tried to become the rich person I wanted to be. Unfortunately, I was not successfull. Somehow, I could not made me the creator in the process of financial success and happiness. First, my Friday Night Essence (in your terms) was born long, long ago, many years ago, before we introduced ourselves. I got my tools, lots of them, through reading and experience. I still need to get more, I know. Second, my drive…….it’s to the max capacity. I love playing poker and trading stocks. I love both of them, I will never stop. I could spend lots of hours on each task and never get tired (only if I would win, too). It seems that I could resist forever. But, THERE is a big problem. I have no LUCK. I am very unlucky because every time I do, either playing poker or trading stocks, I loose, and I have been loosing for years, and a lot. I believe that my luck it’s been stolen from me, entirely. I don’t know how, but that is me feeling. “I AM DESPERATE” to become a little lucky and succeed in both poker and trading stocks.
My questions:
1) Why one year to become successful, when you mentioned in your letters that as soon as I touch any of your 1st, 2nd or 3rd books I should see positive results. I don’t see any yet. I am patient and have hope, just give me a foreseen, desired or expected advise of yours ON MY ADVANCED BEGINNING.
2) how to obtain my luck ? Lots of it. I need it.
PS: I want to know what happened when I received your first invitation letter to become your student. I read the letter, accepted it because I got happy to be helped financially. Then a miracle happened, imediatly. I just went to play poker that day/night, without thinking of your Hypno Telepathy help or presents in my life. Guess what? I won $2,000, and I won the same amount 2 days consecutively. The third day I lost again, because you thought I din’t want your offering, I did not pay, and the luck vanished again. Prior to that day, I haven’t won in years. So, will you send me that SOMETHING LUCKY ( LUCKY LETTER maybe), to keep it PERMANENTLY and FOREVER in my life ? :0) Or was it just a coincidence ? Nheee, I doubt it.

your admirer ILY