Seeking the Truth

I have always been a giver. As far back as I can remember I have always done what I can to help others, and usually to my own detriment. I am looking forward to learning how I can still help others while at the same time helping myself. I am going to the secret site and signing up, I really want to attend a meeting in my area where I can meet other like minded people. I still have to learn how to wrap my brain around the God-Man idea. I did not grow up religious but since 17 have searched for answers (Jehovah Witness, Baptist, Church of God, Assembly’s of God and many other non-denominational churches) They all left me disillusioned and seeking the truth. In going to these congragtional meetings will I get more answers about God-Man?