mysticism

Hello Mark, First I want to thank you and Neothink Society for selecting me for the secret meetings. I am reading the First Heirloom Package at this time. The information on Productivity and Creativity is great. I’m already doing better at my job. I am a little confused about the concept that there is no God. That being said I do beleive that we can create anything in our lives through our thoughts and desires. I do not beleive that anything is controlling my life. I create whatever is happening in my life whether I perceive it to be good or bad. But I also beleive we are all Spiritual Energy Beings with Inner Power and that Inner Power has God like qualities and is not physical. I still talk to God out of habit and it makes me feel good. Is that mysticism?