reason for my delay

hi mark,thank you for this encouragingdicussion today. i have had apprehensions to get started in these meetings.your first book that you sent me with the five stories had a comment about that you knew i had a spirtitual experiance. this is correct. god supernaturly open my eyes to the bible the first time i read it. the holy spirit came into me with power. jesus came into my life. this truth conflicts with the god man and the quest for immortality. i agree with all your other teachings. i feel i have been in a rut and missing out on what my life can become with what i have read in those three books. this step today motivates me to persue my friday nite essance and to use your self leader system in my currant job. iam glad i started this today.