A little taste of hope thankyou! I realy needed it

I have played my whole life well most of it anyway I loved my job I build cars motorcycles i did all of it every nitty gritty detail from start to waving good by as my creation went to its new home I would have kept them all but I needed the money so i could build the next on in my head I did not care about money I had a job painting cars to make ends meet but I could not wait for those twelve hours to end so i could go home and start building! I did nothing much really except work . then it all came to an end I had a bad wreck i broke my back neck ripped my left hand off crushed my pelvis and my left leg I was in the med center for 3 mounts they wanted me there another 4 I had to prove that I could do things just to get out of there! it took a year before I could go back to work by then I was way past broke of course i was working at home as much as i could just to eat and survive so I knew i was no longer able to make time on my job everything is time time is how I got paid I have been racing time since 1969 when I started getting paid So job is no more I do not have my place anymore to work out of I do not know what to do now I have never not known what to do I am not able to stand or sit for long I need a new way to make a living The one good thing to come from all this is I got the chance to talk to the CEO of Ford here in buffalo wile going to court out of that chance meeting He used all my ideas and made them reality I have never told anybody that before Not even my friends I mean its not like i can take credit for these cars but they would not have been built if we had not met 20 years ago I see my dream driving down the road and it makes me happy that it is there kinda proud to in a way I mean in 9/9/94 at 625 am I died on impact was brought back to lifeO by the way death is another door that witch is you lives on and meets something or perhaps someone beyond anything you have ever known your thoughts are known to them at least when you are in there realm .yes I have seen the light Felt its Presence And know it understands my thoughts and I know its good A year later I am talking to the CEO of Ford a few years after that my dreams start going down the road I still do some building cars mostly but my body aint what it used to be and i have to find new ways to create without doing the building all by myself o key west is some were i have wanted to go so putting people like bill there is something I object to he needs to live here in Buffalo give him 187 dollars in food stamps and a couple blankets and live like I had to it gets 20 below zero here and you dig into the snow to keep warm in the winter other than that i agree and want to help—-Mark