Friday night essence

I’m finding it hard to discover my Friday night essence and I know you said no sports, but would that include MMA (mixed martial arts)? I know our essence should be something we are passionate about, and I have an idea of what I would like to do, but just haven’t had the motivation to act on it yet. Part of my problem is when I get home from work, or the gym, I loose my motivation and want to just relax. How can I maintain my drive while I’m at home, or will that come as I progress through the meetings?