Excited and nervous

Hello! I am really excited to be apart of this exciting journey with you, Mr. Hamilton but I am nervous at the same time!!!! I can’t wait to finish the 12month lessons to see where this all takes me. However, I am a little confused about something. As, I am on the website you are typing exactly what I have in the Forbidden Revelation book that I have received this past Saturday. I don’t know if I should be reading it all right now or just only when I am in the meetings for each level? Can you guide me in the right direction please? Thank you and I look forward to hearing from you!!