help

I need help i read the books 1 & 2 i cannt remember what i have read i go and read it again and again. I cannt spell i have a dictionary i have to look up words. I am a cake decorate,craft. I am not work because of 2 hand surgerys and my knee injury. My husband didnt believe in me he put me down i dont read neothink win he is at home. I am trap in a rut and i want out. Thank you tammy mcf.