I don’t know where to start.

First off I’d like to thank you for giving me the opportunity to join this amazing group of selected few I feel extremely overwhelmed with gratitude towards Mark Hamilton and this society. Second i would like to say it is a privilege to be a part of this society. This meeting was very helpful but i still have a few concerns and a some questions to be answered. The biggest concern of mine is that I am a full time student with a very low income with all the books and supplies i need to purchase and having different bills that need to be paid my main concern is I have been asks by this society to purchase the Pax book by a certain date and i have to admit i will not be able to. Will not purchasing this book hinder my progress if so is there any way i can purchase it in the near future when i have some money to buy it? Second I can not seem to find my Friday night essence. I try and go back to when i was a child and figure out what is was that i wanted to strive for but I just cant seem to put my finger on it. I love making people happy and helping people anyway i can I was wondering if there was any other way to kick start my journey into the person I am meant to be? I am going to go over a lot of heirloom 2 to try and answer the rest of the questions on my own because I know they are answered somewhere with in the text i just need to look at it a little close Thanks again i can’t wait till the next meeting.