level one member

i need to know how you got my name, and how i got picked.because i’ll tell you right now, i just got out of prison for trafficking cocaine. now, don’t get the wrong immpression of me, i was not a drug dealer. i’m 53 years old, i was a lead guitar player and singer for most my life, almost made it too. but this new music came out, punk, new wave, and rapp. my true enemys of music, i made beautiful music which i guess the young people of today don’t appreciate any more, sad. then i joined hollywood and became a membe of the screen actors guild and worked from 93 to 03. i’m a constrution driver for the money only. i couldn’t get any work in hollywood for long time and tried to get work driving, well what i learned next made me very angry at our government. i was a product of reverse descrimination, and counldn’t get work. so in short, i was angry at out borders being so opened up and this nation got flooded with mexicans. beleive me, i’m not prejedis, but the overwhelming amount of people coming in and takeing jobs that were considered to be middle class jobs in this country were now lost to us that have been a part of this country’s building, that i just got mad, and did something that was not me at all. i needed money, and right then. so i offered to drive cocaine from cal. to ny for 10,000 dollars, i got stopped in neb. and was arrested for it. i went to min. security prison in taft, ca. for 5 years, and was released april of 08. i have been going through more than i can handle, and was going to end it all when your contacted me. i used to have these dreams about 13 men running the econemy of the world. i was sent a package from ken robert’s on commodeties and i just loved it, this was in 97. i engulfed myself in the charts. monthly, then weekly, and the daily. i new these charts were a language to be broken and understood, that the rich and powerfull were talking through these charts. i new there were messagese hiddin in the candle sticks and the trend lines, i knew back in 97 that gold would hit between 900 and 1200, i didn’t know when, but knew eventually according to what a saw in the charts. i was looking at the s and p, and the dow jones, when i asked my father in law, what would cause these indexes to fall so drastically, at the time both were as high as they had ever been, i also told my older brother that i did not think his investment in the nastac was sound right now. well i was right, 9-11 had happened and they fell like a rock, my parent’s and in-laws and wife siblings were now looking at me like i was a friek, i guess i was, but i have been gifted in to understand things that normal people just don’t get. i am working at a domino’s pizza as a delivery driver, i’ve never had such a bad job in my entire life, but it’s the only job in this god forsaken part of the country, michigan, my life has been spent in colo. ca. id. nevada and az. i’m here cause i had to be released here, my just died before i got out. so my brother and sister forced my parents here, they were in shasta,ca. that’s where i was supposed to go. i made my wife divorce me because i loved her enough to not make her go through this ordeal of mine with me.in short my brother and her got together and got married, i’ve never liked my brother and sister, they’ve made my life very diffecult for me. and they have alway’s been very jelous of my talent’s and my relationship with my parents. we loved each other very much. and my brother and sister could not love them like i did. i’m the youngest.so, i don’t have any money, in fact i went into some trouble over buying the books you sent me. one of the checks bounced and the amount the bank wanted made me so mad i just let it go. but i can’t even afford the chat room. i’m at my end’s, i need money so bad that’s all i can think about. i have 28 year old son, and a 10 year old daughter that still adore me and are very patient. but i need them in life so bad and i can’t be with either of them until this probation game with the government is over. i wake up every day and wish i were dead. it’s that bad, my energy level is nill, i just don’t know how i can go on anymore.even though this horrible adventure is almost over i’m afraid it taxed me more than i can take. i know who you people are, and have known that you were out there, i also know that playing is the success that you are taling about. hollywood is the same way, it’s out to play with the director, actors, and all the crew, i loved doing it, if you would like to see me. i’m in the american president about 10 mins. into it when martin sheen turnes from talking to michael douglas and he say’s john, will you get leon, that’s me by the grandfather clock. if i could get 10,000 dollars together i could make it, i know what i’m doing in the market. i just can’t seem to get any money together. i would like to know if you are masons. you seem to fit the criteria. if your not. your close. i do love dan browns books and i’m finishing his latest now. i won’t go into detail about my beleifs just yet, but i know your onto something posetive. i hope to enjoy all of your company someday, it’s hard for me right now to be involved in all this to it’s maximum capacity, but i’m trying to.thank you mark, i will try, that’s all i can promise