Friday Night Essence

From the meeting I learned about playing as an adult. I am a little in awe about it and somewhat confused about it because I do not remember much about playing as a child. I have somehow lost the child inside. How do I regain the child to begin to play as an adult? I know one thing I must do is go back through the Heirloom packages to create a whole new me. I can not keep doing the same things and expecting different results. It is not like I do not like myself but I know I was meant to be more and do more in life to add value to myself and others. I am going to go back and review Vision 1 and 2 and the Vision Climax to find my friday-night essence although I think I may already know what it is. But I must really absorb the information contained in the Heirloom Packages.