Level 1 Question

As I have been reading the 3 texts, I have noticed that people are more and more attracted to me. I feel as if I am a beacon of light to others. I feel as if I am spread thin. This has been the only change I have noticed in myself since Neothink has come into my life. Is this normal? For one trait to come forward before others do? I have felt somewhat depressed as a result of this I am afraid which is unusual for me.