So many questions

My first question is how did you find me? in the letters I received it said you have a profile on me and that it shows I have special rare talents. I know I have special talents and to tell you the truth sometimes I feel very blessed and sometimes cursed (cursed because of other peoples reactions)with having these talents and I know a lot of people do not have these talents because when I try discussing them with people they seem to label me as crazy or weird. I call them psychic talents. Are these mentioned in my profile? Or was that just an overall statement used in the letter that everyone has special talents and not directed at me. I know I am not crazy and I know there is a reason for having this ability yet I have not figured out what to do with it. I see what I call ghosts or spirits and these ghosts have been a part of my life for many years and lately there are more involved an example is when I received the first letter a part of me said yeah right another one of those get rich quick scams or whatever ……yet I was told by a ghosts voice to just do it and see because I know I am special and just maybe you will get an answer to why you have ghosts in your life. I also have a lot of other psychic experiences that have amazed me but I wont get into those now. As soon as I sent in the first letter I started feeling really good but that only lasted for a few days. I also started seeing more ghosts. Every time I sat down to read one of marks books the ghosts were right there with me and as I sat and watched this first meeting one sat beside me and watched it with me. I have gone through life always using what mark calls his mini days and have always excelled in my past jobs yet there was always that end.. how high I could climb in those jobs. Whenever I tried to go out on my own it always came down to finding the funding and not being able to acquire that funding. So I guess you could say I am very interested in all of this yet I am really having a hard time as this last year I went through something with my last employer and I am having a hard time letting go of the injustice I have been dealt from this company I worked for what they did is plain and simple against the law. I have tried getting the attention of politicians, the media, I have looked for attorneys yet no one seems to be able to help me I have had such a run around with state officials and I am so mad about all of this it has put me in a terrible depression.I can’t seem to get past the fact that someone else has screwed me and gotten away with it.. I cant seem to concentrate on putting all this valuable information to work for me yet I am really trying. I have so much to say yet I will stop here for now. I would still like to know just how you really found me.