level 1 meeting

My Friday night essence is what Ive been struggling with the most. my whole life i never could figure out what i really wanted to do so i settled on labor jobs that would pay the bills and suffered through never being happy with what i was doing . this has over the years led me to feel as though Ive been beaten down and walked over.the good news is im starting to feel the burden lift just from reading the books. i haven’t yet figured out my one Friday night essence but i have had several different ideas Ive been working on and Ive noticed Ive started to have dreams that i actually remember when i wake up and they all seem to involve the different things Ive been thinking about and i feel like I’m close to figuring a way to combine them into one great idea. at least now i have an idea of which direction to start heading.