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My Friday night essence doesn’t seem to be growing. Being I am not working a job. I have started working on my motor cycle after 4 years of not working on it or riding it.I could not afford insurance, plates, and upkeep. I got it running but it still needs some work. I have a plan to redo some things on the cycle, but the cost stops me.Unemployment is running out hopefully I will get a job or apply for the federal unemployment extension.Old job is gone.
To keep from going nuts I am doing some work around my house during the day painting and stuff. Some nights I only sleep maybe 2 hours. is that part of the energy?
I know I will make it by the dreams I have had. But its grasping it that so far eludes me.
Sorry about not finishing first meeting I am not computer savvy. That was my first day ever on a computer. I am not as depressed as I was.I know excuses are like butt holes everyone’s got one and they all stink.lol